in love with lunch

presenting well

i don’t trust when someone always says everything is swell and dandy.
it just makes me wonder what are they trying so hard to hide.

rip off

seeing you two together is really good for me.
it’s a proof…i rip myself off.

boiling point

it has been on simmer for awhile.
now the temperature has been turned up.
it is turning into a rolling boil.
unfortunately, it has nowhere to go.
it just accumulates in my system.
i want this anger to lessen.
i want to let the lid off this pressure cooler.
…

charting chat

i like to talk things through, over, under and around.
at a certain point, the talk turns from constructive to destructive.
useful to useless.
helpful to hopeless.
it’s worth charting my chatter.

against the wind

huh. bob seger is a philosopher.
didn’t see that coming.

push n’ shove

not a finger lifted.
no weight thrown.
but i am being pushed. away. again.
with words.

very scientific

i like to know the facts. i wanna know the risks, possibilities and challenges.
not knowing anything, scares me.
knowing, gives me a peace of mind and strange sense of control.
however, at a certain point, the scale is tipped and too much information makes me afraid again.

fear full

my brain is focused on this fear.
it takes me out of the actual physical place where i am, and sucks me into my head.
my mind is racing with past should haves and future what ifs.
my brain is fear full.

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VERSION 2

secret weapons

life can get gross. uncomfy. icky.
but i’ve got two secret weapons…

i go back to these simple + unassuming items.
to remember things are just as they should be.