they can be kicked.
they can be neglected.
but they still go back to the hands that dealt the abuse.
being loyal is only an asset to a point, then it becomes a defect.
is it really terse or is it being direct?
it seems like people are too willing to let the elephant take up space in this room.
i would prefer to just cut it out, cut to the chase and cut out the bs.
i don’t trust when someone always says everything is swell and dandy.
it just makes me wonder what are they trying so hard to hide.
seeing you two together is really good for me.
it’s a proof…i rip myself off.
it has been on simmer for awhile.
now the temperature has been turned up.
it is turning into a rolling boil.
unfortunately, it has nowhere to go.
it just accumulates in my system.
i want this anger to lessen.
i want to let the lid off this pressure cooler.
i like to talk things through, over, under and around.
at a certain point, the talk turns from constructive to destructive.
useful to useless.
helpful to hopeless.
it’s worth charting my chatter.
huh. bob seger is a philosopher.
didn’t see that coming.
not a finger lifted.
no weight thrown.
but i am being pushed. away. again.
i like to know the facts. i wanna know the risks, possibilities and challenges.
not knowing anything, scares me.
knowing, gives me a peace of mind and strange sense of control.
however, at a certain point, the scale is tipped and too much information makes me afraid again.